I think I am figuring little things out in quick succession that add up to a happier psyche!

In the summer I often get a distinct feeling that I am very alone, kind of off the the side while other people are sharing in this miraculous atmosphere of friendship I forgot to foster all school year. I get depressed and aimless and anxious really easily and start being a grump around boys I'm dating because I feel like I'm a pitstop as they have a more exciting life than me. So... just. in general very isolated and confused and sad and irritated with myself.